ADULTERY ENTERED MY MARRIAGE!

I have been married for over twenty-five years and most of those years my spouse cheated. I don’t know how I missed all the signs of infidelity being present in my marriage. I have so many unanswered questions. How do you rebuild broken trust, renew vows, strengthen the marriage. On many occasions I asked myself why? To this day I have not received a response that will terminate the hurt. Do anyone ever think about the mental damage of infidelity. 

HOW DOES THIS MAKE ME FEEL? 

I feel like a puzzle with missing pieces that have yet to be found. Each day I am deciding to become a better version of me. For so long I was full or anger and wanted repayment for the damage. I will never trust another person the way I trusted my spouse or be gullible for love. I feel I need to invest in myself. 

HOW AM I MOVING FORWARD 

Moving Forward… Mentally I am taking it one day at a time. I am focusing on self-care.